Growing up in life I was always the conservative quite kid, and to some extent I still am now. I've always been the one to watch not the one to act. I've always been the one to listen not say. I never knew why I was like this and I hated it with a severe passion. I had an awakening this past weekend when watching the summer Olympics. It came from asking myself what do I not have that they have, and the one thing that kept coming to mind was confidence and courage.
Then I had to ask myself how I get these things. I found that you can't find courage you have to make it. I came to the conclusion that it takes will to make courage. I can't be given courage by anyone no matter how many people try to motivate me or tell me I’m special. They can push me and pick me up but in the end I have to want it without a doubt.
I believe that I don't have to be the quiet kid that’s just sits in the corner and listens. I can have courage to express my ideas and options. If I have the courage to do all the work without letting it overwhelm me I can pass these hard IB classes and set myself up for a good future. Even if it means writing a blog for TOK and a close reading for literature at midnight.